Hard not to. But the spin on it is this is was the lesson of a lifetime, and for that I am grateful. I decided that if I had to be taken all of a sudden, I want it to be in the middle of doing the things I love, creating, helping others to create, in love, and being loved and that I wanted people to say my life made a differnce to them. So today I turn toward love and away from fear, roll up my sleaves and do my work because making meaning of this time we have is my mission, and my duty. I love you all and am thakful for my life.